Tuesday, June 23, 2009 10:33 PM
realised im not as focused as i was a few years back.
but is this supposed to bother me?
or is this just change that is inevitable?
am i supposed to be.. affected by it and try to go back to find the attitude that i had?
or do i live with it..
it isnt all that bad to be more relaxed, but
it isnt all that wonderful to be not focused,
which is why i am bothered by it now.
:(