Saturday, December 13, 2008 5:42 AM
A dragonfly just suddenly appeared in my house last night. This morning i found it lying dead on my library book. It took flight, but then it crashed. His life gone. Although he had wings.
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I know it is selfish to say that i am tired and that's why i can't muster up enough energy to carry on. I don't have the stamina to keep running. I need my personal time to breathe, although i will not WILL NOT fall into the trap of giving up and hardening my heart. My mind's still clear. Just that i need buffering time. I know it's selfish, but first, let me get out of this first. rejuvenation before pushing my limits further.
For now, i'm really really sorry. really.
more than anything, i need God now.