Sunday, November 23, 2008 5:03 AM
my whole world now revolves around renai camp.. well, kind of.Now that most of the loose knots have been sort of tied, i feel at least a little more at ease, and in fact, a little excited about this camp! especially when i got to know that some campers are pretty excited about it. Feel the responsibility to not disappoint them.. Okay, and not disappoint Him who gave me the task to do.
Sigh. haha, literally, cause that's what i did. I still feel kinda messed up now. It's been a long time since i need to 'be enthu' and stand in front of campers to you noe, hype up atmosphere. It's lyk going thru another orientation with the new sec ones.. lost the momentum aldy. Not sure if i can still do it after a year of well, not doing it haha. But i have to, so i tink i will.. i dun noe wat i toking about.
having a slight sore throat now. trip to sentosa burnt me. haha.
there's work tmr. CAN I JUST QUIT? :( that's y i hate working :( but circumstances... ... ...!
Hope that everything will go on fine. lyk, just everything. Everything in my life, in everybody else's lives..
Actually above all, i hope this 2009 year will fly past me. Don't care if i am a 17 going on to 18 nxt year aldy.
I tink, these are the horrible 2 years in my entire life so far.
cos i am worrying bout the coming year during my current year.
And that's very very very bad. But i cant seem to control it-yet.
Haix, but i'll try..
没什么了不起的，没什么大不了的。
& life still goes on.