Changed a blog skin. In contrast to what i would choose in the past, i can tell that i have grown. Not for me to say if it is for the good or the bad, because to change is eminent in the phase of growing up. Not like it's up to me to stay a kid.

But anw, have been feeling pretty empty these few days-weeks-yep. I dunno why oso. And that may be causing me to be unable to pick myself up to do things properly. Which frustrates me too. Which thus forms a vicious cycle.

Watched the Singapore Golden Melody Awards just now. Was reminded of how passionate i was about my dream. At least during my sec3-4 years. People who shared my dream told me to strive on, told me i can make it. They shared my works, my passion. Which i tink is going down the drain now. The passion, the drive, the confidence. I admire people who can live with their dream forever and ever, although i dun really think these people exist, but well, to be able to let me have a feeling that they are living their dream, and will live it on for many many ages to come, is impressive enough. Distractions come too easily, too silently, too dangerously unconsiously. Like Leonardo Da Vinci who couldnt even paint complete pieces of works during his last few years. But not like i am even near Da Vinci.

But anw, yea. I think, God is magnificent. Because he made the mind of human beings so amazingly wondrously complicated, yet beautiful. I thank Him even more that He gave us uniquely us, a heart that can feel, a system that can translate, a body that can respond.

虽然人类常想证明 我们的智慧 能够超越神
你却不以为然 不去计较我们那所谓“人定胜天”

YEOminhui.
2009。毫无遗憾。活着。
牵扯着。勇敢着。跋扈着 疯狂着。
梦着 醒着 行走着。
到达。偏僻的 热闹的。
刚强。倔强。固执。抵抗。不迭不朽。
活着。美丽着。爱着。