nothin to do just now so was reading some of my old posts. then i stumbled upon this 2006 post :
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yeppx.life goes on.i feel i'm losing purpose in life and i am losing Him.but i will cont to look for Him and serve Him.i will fight the temptations.

it's amazing how He made things right.and how He created this place.when u look up at the sky from ur view,you see the clouds,the blue sky,the wonders of heaven.But at the same tym,another person looks up at another place,they see different scenes of the sky.different shapes of the clouds,different colours,maybe even raining.

but it is still the same sky isnt it?

how amazing.

jus lyk how we are living lives everyday.all of us are living,yet at different paces.perhaps sometyms when we slow down this pace,we will find that we are all living the same rate.or perhaps,we are not even existant.the earth and everything is moving arnd us.and in actual fact,we are not moving,it jus seem tat becos eveything arnd us is moving and we are not,tat's why we seem lyk we are in constant motion.or perhaps everything is moving at the same rate as us tat's why we are living.'

so ironic eh? the minhui before n the minhui now seems lyk 2 different persons. to tink i even wrote a zuo wen on the changes of a person after she goes out to society jus a few months ago.
i can do much more than this. I CAN.

YEOminhui.
2009。毫无遗憾。活着。
牵扯着。勇敢着。跋扈着 疯狂着。
梦着 醒着 行走着。
到达。偏僻的 热闹的。
刚强。倔强。固执。抵抗。不迭不朽。
活着。美丽着。爱着。