Friday, August 08, 2008 8:29 PM
Luke 12:22&25'Then Jesus said to his disciples: 'Therefore i tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes...Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?''
Matthew 21:21-22
'Jesus replied, 'I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done. If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.'
Yesterday went to Sentosa after a kinda lame National Day celebration at VJ. It was really hot when we left AHS but when we got there, eh, the weather quite comfy..:)
Been so long since i last stepped onto a beach. normally i'll just go to shopping malls, watch movie n all tat urban stuff.ha but acty it's been sooo long since i've even done tat aldy.
But anyway the feeling of being in the beach, no notes no tutorials no nothing is really nice.
At the start we went to this part of siloso n basically the 'lao rens'-aka me anngi weitian ys ashleyrachelwanling- did..nothing. haha. just sat around, watch the younger pple play. (Cannot lyk this aldr lol. Must stop feeling old n tired!!=X) ya took some fotos UNTIL WEITIAN'S CAM WENT DEAD ON ME!!!GRRR.. okay anw then we were chased away becos tat area was condoned off for the hotel/resort watever. yuppx. siloso so small aldr still got a part reserved specially for hotel-goers. So smart.
ya so we moved lor. to wat i tot was the other end of the beach cox there was an area under construction there. Ya then we played the games planned by the YF EXCO(lol!). yuppx. In a grp we did some stuff la. dog n bone and all tat. AND I REALLY TAKE H2 MATHS K!!haha. along the way saw some other VJ peeps. Like so cool. if not for this YF outing probably in a million yrs i would not hav tot of going to Sentosa after a NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION. yuppx. then later is free time aldy.
Played ball-captain's n a bit of volley- n Frisbee. Sand isnt a v good ground to run on. yuppx. n my gosh. the beach is so shallow we dug a hole n saw the real ground. as in , the concrete ground covered by sand. lol! no money buy more sand..
ya lor that was basically it. it doesnt sound tat exciting, n yar, it isnt really Very Fun, but i enjoyed the breeze n all the action la. It was not time wasted lor. Then went to tm ate some onion rings, met up wif LP for lyk half n hour (haven seen her for a vv long time) ya n tat's tat.went hme le.
Church service has become a must for me and i havent been attending it for lyk 3 weeks cos of college day gb mtg n ken qing jie. probably tats y i feel so sian n lost now? maybe..
Thurs met up wif squash gals n yutingjie. Then she said something which i tot made a lot of sense.
Dont ask wat is the purpose. Just enjoy the process of discovering. Dont keep wanting to adjust n adapt, just let the process flow by itself. There must be a reason for everything lor, even for the worst thg that ever happened. And we carn possibly know wats the purpose behind everything wat. unless He chooses to tell us la. So jus 顺其自然。。
我现在还在适应不急于适应的生活，还在学习着不以自己所要而过生活的日子。 需要学着去相信，而相信而已是不够的。我要学的，是坚信不移的信心。 不管结局是什么，会不会和我要的吻合，都要相信这一切在更广更大的局面上，始终是对我最好的安排。。。
to the one who cannot see that everyone cares for u:
you are not the only one who is suffering. Jus bcos they dont show their pain as publicly n as explicitly as u doesnt mean that the pain does not exist. if u are still unwilling to step out of yourself to view the world as a much bigger existence than you yourself are, you are nv gonna step out of that tiny little circle that is encompassing ur tears n misery. you will drown in that small sphere, bcos u haf grown to be so much bigger than the sphere that holds u in but u are not stepping out of it to find a space tat can comfortably house u. Advices can only give u a headstart. Closing yourself up n reluctance to accept these advices will only lead to eventual suffocation n the death of yourself, not physically, but emotionally, spiritually. Wake up.