Monday, August 04, 2008 7:38 AM
cos i'm tired. i really am. literally, emotionally. how long can one perservere under a stack of marble pillars? i really want to find back-get back- the ease in doing thiings.
but i know-sadly-all's gone and gone forever. And i know the grace underneath this rubble leftovers of my worldly life here is the LOVE of my Lord, the love He has shown me. i've found it and acknowledged its existence and i shldnt deny it. bcos denying is the same as rejecting. Though tired, though really wanting to give up, but bcos i know there's something else, a stronger reason for me to perservere and prove reality wrong, out there, right in my face right in my life, that's y i CANNOT give up.
How long can one perservere under a stack of marble pillars?
Very,very long, When I have You.till i see You face to face.
My faith is not a passing cloud;it should not be anyway. I do not believe in the empty. i believed it was truth and i believe still that what i believed in is true, no matter what, no matter how the world distorts out of shape.out of regonisation. out of pattern.out of familarity.
i;m tired, i know and dunt deny.
'but it is in those times when i carried u/'
however fast my pulse has become, however sorely charged the heart has become, I WILL STRIVE ON.
for this is what i believe in. Hope,Peace,Joy,Love,Patience,Faithfulness,Fruitfulness,Self-control,Goodness.
This is what i believe in.
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The only constant is not change. The only constant is what i can have in Him. For only this is the everlasting promise that can exist in this world. and i have no reason not to believe in this just to believe in anything n everything else tat is passing n fleeting in this world tat gurantees u nothing but ur dusty remains in an urn maybe few days (if ure unlucky) or few decades(if ure lucky) later...
tears can flow out of my eyes, but the hope will remain.