Saturday, April 05, 2008 5:22 AM
Okay.i honestly need opinions. here's my plan that i have sort of decided on already.for those who noe my situation, tell me how u feel bout this k?tdy went for the first ZESTERZ meetg, to learn how to control the colours.it's quite cool, i hafta admit. but later when i realised that this is actually not part of the post-sec programme, i totally sian diao. and when i found out that 1.most mtgs will truly really fall on sat 2-4pm and 2.some of them are actually not part of zesters requirement but is made compulsary, i TOTALLY sian diao.
plus i carn forsake going to church just for zesterz.
i haf just started gg there regularly.
guess this must be a test for me bah.i tink God probably doesnt want me to join GB as post-sec bah.so it's okay then!
being just a DI is not too bad neither.
so i guess i'm gg to:
stay in photog still, coz im really serious bout learning it anw,
and remain as a DI,i.e. go for the refreshers' course, and participate actively in HQ Drill Comm activities, and help out in drill at 65th.
oso...
to take part in the Drill Competition 2009 planning commitee.
harsh commitments. coz mtgs will be mostly on weekday nights.AT KOVAN.
but i guess it's gonna be just lyk a cca.
just lyk when i was in sec4 also kinda a lot of commitments plus o's.
ya sure the academic part heavier, but if i carn handle this, wat other things can i handle in the future?
there's oways a route for u to learn to grow up,
even when u fall, u learn to pick urself up and learn frm this experience.
u carn stay stagnant.past experiences are not significant now.it's all over.
pple mus 'upgrade', so i shall take this opportunity to challenge myself once more bah.
shldnt be tired of taking up responsibilites anymore. lyk wat the council pres said.
yuppx.