Monday, April 21, 2008 4:40 AM
life gets really complicated, especially when urs was actually not that complicated but got entangled by other complicated lives of ur close ones.I am supposed to see things from my view aint i? but how come i carn see things from my own eyes now? is it coz of the distance? but how come i remember someone once said a distance is not a distance when the hearts are close? so it means tat the past few years we haf not been as close as we tot we have been?
3 diff personna, 3 different perspectives.
who am i to listen to?
who am i to trust?
i noe i can differentiate the rights and wrongs all confused in this messy knot. but how can i bring it across?
i have tried. at least to one.
but tat's b4 i myself get confused by all the complicity of everything.
i dun dare to break the silence. i dun dare even more, to probe.
yet i carn leave the issue hanging there, becoz i care.
not only for you, but for you and you too.
it doesnt matter how this post came about, where the contents and details of this post derive from.
what matters is what is to be done.
DOES IT MATTER TO EVEN ANY ONE OF U?
i stand here, at the spectator's ground, watching you guys compete in the competition field, like a football match kicking the troubling issue here and there, only there isnt any goal in this game of nonsense, the aim to kick the ball as far from yourself as possible.
i am not angry, nor am i irritated. I am not pointing fingers.
just..somethings can be done, before it is really too late.
and we dun ever want to be too late, for regrets.
I am just worried, becoz i care. but becoz no one ever came to tell me the complete story-only bits and pieces- so i am in no absolute position to even do anything.
WAKE UP. save the pple u can.
dun assume tat anyone can take up the perspective in which u view things from.
and i really hope,
that if i really do things,
to try to resolve some things,
to save my friends,
dun blame me for being meddlesome.
dun shun me away.
dun shove me away.
be quiet, and listen,
if u do not want to respond.
the mist aint gonna clear unless someone takes the initiative to do something.
AND AS A FRIEND,
A SINCERE TRUE FRIEND,
AND U GUYS AS MY REALLY REALLY CLOSEST FRIENDS I CAN EVER FIND,
PLEASE,
.......
(anybody out there, pls dun approach me to ask. bcoz i aint telling u anything.even if u and i noe each other v well..appreciate it.)