my ninety-ninth post
Thursday, April 05, 2007 11:53 PM
my 99th post.the start and the end again.
From the very moment He died on the cross for us,we are called to live for Him,glorifying Him,and doing everything in His name.So today's Good Friday,but i didnt go to church.Sorry.I'll wait till the days come,no relinquish,no chains,then i can truly-at ease-worship You.Tmr again not able to go Church.Could have,want very badly to.But You've given me a new responsibility,and i have to fulfil it.
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Anw,nowadays have a lot of things bottled inside me but i find no purpose in saying it out..so i tink i shall juz keep it within me until the day i graduate..den i will find someone to confide and release all the anger and bu shuangness i have inside.It's the start and the end again..Bound to arouse conflicts and seggregations,bound to uncooperate.But becoz of this,you all will grow up.It;s not the theory,but the practical.the experience.(This was discussed with Faus and guys in sec2 : )) You all will grow up with this.Learning to lead,learning to maintain relations,learning to maintain balance,learning to identify your goal and interests.Learning to prioritize learning to impress learning to amaze..Learning to keep things to yourself learning to cope emotions.....
it's not that i have changed but it's you who have changed but u didnt realise it,and i didnt tell you coz i know tat everyone of us will change somehow,somewhat,someday.and i didnt think it was a significant matter,and i have grown up so that i now know that even if we change we do not stop being friends.becos if we dont change,we never do grow up.it's a passing phase for everyone so understand it..and grow up.And to the one who wants to give up,PLEASE GROW UP.i mean the sec1.Like huh?how immature is tat.if u are gonna reject every changes you meet in life,you are nv going to mature girl.Changes are for us to accept and play around with.Changes are not for us to fear.So please.Dont say u wanna give up so ezly bcoz u r juz gonna prove that u are a "cao mei zu".ACCEPT WHAT IS GIVEN TO YOU AND PLEASE COME ON.MOVE ON!
okayy.tmr's LC.argh.no fun.no fun.no fun.at all.