okay..nowadays my skin sucks even more nowadays.esp the chin coz v dry.And both council and GB going-ons are not very happy nowadays-which totally sucks.After so much effort hope that some effect will happen coz ultimately both sides love GB or Council that's why so many things happen.let this love do better work than this.Also becoz of many other factors,i am v v tired.physically.But compared to prom,i am not as emotionally strained yet.

okay..i am going to recount since last like er two weeks ago when the whole chain of things started simultaneously.

SMEXCO AAR (last thursday)
It started out very calmly.those that had comments on any councillors could just voice their comments and if that particular person received too many specific comments,he would be in for PI.and of cos if mr chua has comments.
As the discussion went on,disputes start to occur.Some think some of the names mentioned does not deserve to go thru this PI,some insist.There were tears,as usual..(everytime we touch on this topic there would be)However,finally we reached a agreement still.

I cant go into details so yar.the meeting ended.

GB MTG,ESP AAR(last friday)
okay.hmm.i oso cant go v much into details coz this matter is still v fresh.it was the welcome party.personally i tink it went quite well but of cos there were little hiccups.the AAR was were problems prop up.Like council,(this is the first time GB mtg ended up like council..) there were acty tears and arguments too.but i guess after all the arguments ended up with apologies.but the bad atmosphere still lingers till today.owells.

I oso cant go into details so yar.the meeting ended.

Panel Interview(PI)(Thursday)
this was acty Mr Chua's idea,but yar the pple who needed to go through this interview was selected by smexco through really serious consideration.it doesnt mean those pple that go through this are the worst of the worst.NO!it just means that nowadays in the school-not among the councillors,there are some bad comments about them and it indirectly aldy affected council's image so we just wanted them to take note quite as purely as this.of cos there are other cases,who ermz problems really linger too long aldy and their image really..from many other sources,quite tarnished(sorry to say that).
It ended up more badly than we tot it would be.some sec4s were really pissed and walked out of the mtg.there were MUCH TEARS.really.we really v bu she de one.it was a v messy scene.the whole thing ended up at 10pm.
If such actions could bring council back to track,i dont mind us being the bad guy for this year.Coz we really love council so so much and we dont want it to go on like this,being critisized by the school.hope u guys oso think so and really,find back the zui chu de passion.Council bu ke neng jiu zhe yang de.sure got a period of time we will lose passion for council.but dont give up just like tat!we had times together,we had memories.i believe not totally bad memories de.find back this passion and use it to work.our common goal is for the good of council.DONT LOSE THIS GOAL!
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DI QUALIFYING(today,saturday)
TIRING.the most tiring drill i haf ever done.3hours consecutive.Luckily there were no commanding sessions coz omgoodness that would be murder!i didnt do my full best coz when stage 1 tat time i really really cmi aldy.the order for my grp were stage 3 den stage 1 den stage 2 finally.all five gb65th girls are in this grp n..we are the best grp!:)my perlahan was not good,my basics(the V-shape) was not there,my hentak(i COULDNT raise it to 90 anymore.try doin it for more than lyk 4 times)..haiz as much as i wanna qualify as true as the fact we were one of the best among them,but i think my chances are jus 50-50.but i do believe quite a lot of our company girls will qualify.aftwards we went to heartland mall(my first time!) to take lunch at KFC with huiyin n tiffany,den went home straight.we were 3/4 dead aldy.like we haf been thru a 5days 4nites camp.
results will come on monday.
owells.hope all of us pass.jiayou!
thx for all tat wished us good luck,thx margaret jie for all the way coming down so early to bring us more badges and er..milo.and pills for the sick like lp(yet she managed to perservere)

it has been quite a tough 2 weeks,and hope everything ends quickly.i just wanna conclude,

Dont do things that will hurt ur passion/love for something u once had dreams of,u once had memories of.Dont.coz i did,but i perservered and i had many more happy times den should i haf gaf up.

PEACE.