Thursday, December 07, 2006 7:27 AM
time now: 11.30pm..can slp late in hol jiu slp late..this is my weird logic coz when sch reopens chances are i will slp at arnd 10..altho without cable there's nt much shows..:)but my weird logic owells.i choose to believe.
was blog-hopping just now.OohH a lot of pple de blog de tagboard so active de.unlike mine.haha.not like i care v much but i beginning to doubt my social-bility.few knows the inactivity beneath my laughter!oh but that's nt the point.the point is,i was bloghopping and found quite a lot of pple are still in the stage of dissappointment and stress and depress over their heavy work load under their posts?hmm,acty yar.can be quite stressful.but i believe after a while of adaptation,all will be fine!
hmm.acty few pple know i am a squad leader in my cca coz i tink i am better remembered as treasurer in council?lol.quite saddening la,nt becoz i want the "fame"-as if there will be any-but becoz u mite nt get regconised for wat u did.yar lar.but i admit i am not a good squad leader bcoz the work load not as heavy as treasury's,but owells.quite tired of being a backstage worker coz it can get quite qik kek when pple dont know,or dont acknowledge the work i mite haf done so painstakingly.-not referring to gb coz i haven been doing much anw x) okay fine,maybe a little?in my subconsiousness.
0h yar.was talking bout the pple whose blogs i hopped.haha.mM.to the pple outder who are stressed : "jia you la!just a year only!even if we are v stressed now,im sure we enjoy it de.i am sure we wld rather want it to be this way den to haf nth to do and just a follower coz it's in our blood and subconsiousness to serve and do our best for other pple!
jiu suan fang qi le yi qie,gu0 de gen qing song,wo que bu zai shi wo-mayday
it means even tho we give everything up,we might feel easy and lighter,but we wld not be ourselves anymore.becoz to be "light" is just simply not wat we want,and not wat we are suppsoed to be.
it's just a short year.hope this wld be a good and really memorable year!
*doubting anyone who nids this comfort wld see this,but owells write for those who accidentally passed by*
wahh i sound so pathetic.no pple i not tat pathetic haha.i am going strong!:)
and dun misunderstand.i m not saying we shldbe powerhungry okay.just so tat if we are assigned to this task,instead of denying it and saying we are tired why dont exceed our best to do even better?there wld be difficulties de in the way,but it's how we grow up.these difficulties.
BUT THEN,yes yes,i do noe some of u are really really having a hard time,and u all haf really really tried very very hard..jia you bah!try even harder and when u succeed,the sense of accomplishment will be greater than wat u mite haf acheived before.i know one day the problem will be solved-as long as we haf faith.:)
okayy,mM this mite be crap to some mite be encouragement to some..hope it will brighten someone's day up.
ohhh yes talk bout something exciting.i bought a cucumber today!haha not to eat but to put on my face.quite refreshing u noe..those having breakouts-i know got a lot:)-can try!haha.
u noe "stepping out" or "chu lu" the vv long ago s'pore show they act v v good!i mean seriously.referring to my previous post on the show i watched at arts central tat day.last tym de production really wah-ingly nicer!look at the "bai wan bao".my goodness!a idol drama-failure.trying way too hard.the show before this one oso.the one about bankrupcy..sorry to those who liked these shows.i m frank and my opinion is mine x)
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING AND CUT MY HAIR!tat day went tm-yes tm,i oways tink tm and bugis these kind of smallerscale malls oways appeal to me more than orchard those kind-wif gb girls and saw a lot of niceee clothes.plaza sing oso..wahh.den i want cut hair b4 orientation.cut short.okayy i take back my words.i dont want kip long hair le.haha cant stand it..
women are fickle!
ahhah.i want start a good diet tmr.really feeling unhealthy my yao1 is pain..my kidneys!=#
good luck everyone!:):)smilex.long post eh?