i feel really sad.is this the feeling of xintong?sad is acty mixed feelings.i feel i pity myself.i feel i am pathetic.i feel sad.maybe agn it's the rain. a lot of flashbacks flashed behind my mind.really like those shown in tv. maybe it's becoz a year have past w/o doing some things that feel "real". i've been juz scanning around.doing the job assigned to me dutifully but i tink i lost that feeling to tireness. and some other factors banished my confidence totally to the ground. wait till everything's settled n i will crawl out of my shell immediately in a flash.i tink i suck.

YEOminhui.
2009。毫无遗憾。活着。
牵扯着。勇敢着。跋扈着 疯狂着。
梦着 醒着 行走着。
到达。偏僻的 热闹的。
刚强。倔强。固执。抵抗。不迭不朽。
活着。美丽着。爱着。